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I took it and watched him leave my room I closed the door behind him and crawled in my bed and well cried and cried until I decided to read the book..
Ma Lgeet nfsi Ela Garya n9 elktab even though Im not a books person, I'm more of a movies person tbh..
I ended up with tears not because of what happened today,because of the book because what he had been through was alot and I couldn't just hear him out..
I felt guilty and Sad Allah yr7mk Ya Amal if that was even your real name..
What was going to happen? Was this the end of a beautiful marriage or the begging of it?..
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I stared down at her " Are you sure of your choice? L2na lmn n6l3 mn ha4a elbab kl shy byt'3yr" i sighed pointing at the door
"Ee mt2kda " she said swallowing a lump, we kept staring at the door For almost 10 seconds
" yalla Fahad?" She smiled I smiled back saying " yalla "
Earlier that day:
I was sitting Fy elml7g when all of a sudden Deema came in with a huge grin on her face "fahood" she yelled running in for a hug I opened my arms for her and hugged her so tight haven't actually talked to her in quite a while like a brother sister kind of talk!
"Dee Keefk? Keef nawaf?"
" el7amdallah 6aybeen" she smiled, " Keef felwa? B3d km yoom Elfra7 mrra mt7msa to finally see you get married " she added
" Ha4a lw 9ar elfra7 a9l-" ma Mdani akml wla Deema t9are5 " Haww leeesh sh9aar? " she kept showering me with questions i just shook my head..
She gazed at me with her left eyebrow raised " Fahad talk " Typical deema she never changes that's the best thing about her!
"Safart b3d elmlka w gflt jwali-" she cut me off yelling
" mn jdk ent Fy a7d ytrk 56eebth w ysafer gbl elzwaj bdoon ay sabe8 en4ar w zyada 3la k4a mskr jwalk" she shook her head in disappointment..
" Adri it sounds bad bs r7t Dubai to publish a book " I looked at her with a weird look on my face
" A book? E7lf-- Dgeega Dgeega la tgool Ly 3n Reema?" Her face expressions completely changed
" Eee 3n reema"I simply replied as I watched her frown I didn't know was she sorry for me
" Fahad Adri she was everything to you but it's time to move on lm sure she wanted You to" she placed her hand on my shoulder comforting me..
" La t5afeen it's part of moving on" i. I paused for a second " the book I mean" watching her sigh.
"6yb 7akeeha" she said handing me my phone so I could call her I just pushed the phone Away saying " b7akeeha b3deen"
She rolled her eyes " 6yb Fahood 6lbtk" she grinned. " Akeed ma tjeen t7akeeni Ela 3ndk 6lab " I joked then she slightly pushed me playfully " Heeey 7ram 3leek" she cried sounding like a little kid I just laughed at her and mumbled a " 6yb "
" Abeek twdeeni 3nd 9deegti ba54 shy b3dha b3zmk 3la m63m shrayak?" She smiled tilting her head a little to the left. " 6yb bs broo7 a'3yr " I said after a couple of seconds she side hugged me then I got up and left to change my clothes after I did I headed down but didn't find Deema ween ra7t I thought I got out and found her in my car her ear from ear to ear, one thing about Reema the kid in her never dies w she isn't scared to show this side of her to anyone.
" mb 9aa7ya" I burst out laughing at her " Adri " she yelled jumping to her seat I got in and she guided me to her friend's house when I realized that it was felwa's house " Haww Deema shjaybna hena?"
" 9deegti Hala e5t felwa ba54 shy w ent enzl slm 3la 3mi 3eeb" she glared at me once we were in front of her house " fine " I palmed my forehead and got down the maid opened for us I sat in the Living room and Deema went upstairs I was looking at my phone and re-read the message I was going to send to felwa : " T3ali t7t" when a voice startled me ,a soft voice " Fahad?" Making me quickly get up looking at her with surprise I should've known Deema was planning something felwa stepped in that's when Hala and Deema closed the door yelling "you guys work things out 3shan nft7 elbab" Deema yelled " Eee " Hala also yelled.
I ran my hand through my hair and looked at felwa who was knocking on the door but she looked so beautiful.
" umm Hala galat Ly 9deegatha t7t" she held her hand looking down at the floor " Eee Deema galat Ly 3mi yeb'3a yslm 3ly" she sat down on the couch across the room with her eyes on the Ground after a couple of awkward minutes I decided to finally speak about it " we have to talk" we both said it in the same time Then we both laughed " greet elktab "
" really?" I surprisingly said ma tw83t Tgra a9ln but I was so happy that she did..
" Ee I'm sorry I judged w I'm sorry about Amal" she shook her head
" Reema "I corrected her
" Allah yr7mha" she said
" Fahad I don't think I can be someone's second choice even if you did love me I just can't " she said tearing up a little " felwa " I said then shut myself up because I didn't know what to say, What to tell her..
I was speechless in a bad way you know.
" felwa 7na mtzwjeen el7een w even if we didn't want to face our problems we had to l2na kl shy t'3yr w lw '9leena 3la kl kbeera w 9'3eera nthawash then this marriage will never work" I said pausing for a second to catch my breath as I looked at depressed felwa you can see the sadness in her eyes which made me feel terrible for leaving and not returning any of her calls " Felwa ana A7bk w you weren't my second choice I just didn't know you before " I continued " Ana Abeek enti, Abeek enti t9eereen om 3yali w Zoojti w 7beebti w enti mo 3arfa how regretful I am fma Ngdr n6l3 mn halbab until we make a choice "
She sighed and said " lets take a minute for both of us to think about it" I just nodded in response moments of awkward silent passed with me staring At felwa and felwa staring At the ground doing alot of thinking at least that was what it seemed.
" Fahad" " 3yoon Fahad " I replied smiling she sighed whilst shaking her head but A smile was formed on her lips " lets Just get married " she grinned switching her gaze to the ground in shyness I just hugged her smelling the scent of perfume as I hugged her tight I pulled her away crashing my lips with hers it felt so good then I backed away her cheeks became red which made me laugh " Fahaad " she yelled in shyness
" Shfeeha fy elnhaya enti Zoojti " I put a goofy grin on she just laughed, I pulled her closer and she rested her head close to my chest I kissed the crown of her head and smiled a little.
I stared down at her " Are you sure of your choice? L2na lmn n6l3 mn ha4a elbab kl shy byt'3yr" i sighed pointing at the door
"Ee mt2kda " she said swallowing a lump, we kept staring at the door For almost 10 seconds
" yalla Fahad?" She smiled I smiled back saying " yalla " I got up and pulled her up with me holding into her hand we got out and of course Deema w hala mn lgafthm wagfeen 3nd elbab, Deema started jumping and hugged me while Hala hugged Felwa, I swear Deema still acts like a teenager sometimes.
I knocked on the door once they told me that it was time and I couldn't wait to see my beautiful, Gorgeous, sexy Bride after a few seconds she finally opened the door once I got in I was like Wow And I really couldn't stop smiling " You look" I was speechless " what?" She blushed I headed towards her holding her waist and pulling her closer to me when our eyes met I stared deeply in her eyes and just smiled Again.
Knockings on the door interrupted both of us " ed5l " felwa yelled.
Hala came in " Yallaa " we got ready and when we were about to go down I held her hand and kissed it saying " Are you ready?"
" more than ever " she smiled.
2 years later:
I got out to the livingroom and I saw felwa in the kitchen I grabbed and apple and took a bite felwa wrapped her arms around my neck kissing my cheek " 9ba7 el5eer " " 9ba7 elnoor" I replied with a smile on my face..
I stared at her Stomach that held our baby,Yes Felwa was pregnant I was talking to her stomach saying " Yalla baba klna nstnak Ana w omk w 3mtk elhabla Deema" felwa just laughed at me pushing me playfully
" 7raam 3leek "
" ma Glt Ela el9dg" I laughed looking up at her I suddenly got a phone call from Dubai it was the publisher he gave me Great news and that the book inner thoughts is a bestseller!
To be honest I just made a promise to myself that I'd publish reema's work but I actually never knew it would get this far the book I mean..
So I told felwa and we were going to Dubai for the book signing funny right?
Anonymous's point of view:
I flipped through the pages and went wow he really did it i Started reading the last view pages of the book:
I never thought I'd fall in love, I never thought I'd be holding flowers in front of a girl's room love does wonders to you and I did fall in love Twice actually as much as I hated to admit it, it was True and Amal may have been everything to me part of me died when she died
And it was like I lost a big part of my life, a part I can never get back but that was how life went the past is the past and you can never live the future until you let go of the past.
This was never another love story but those were my inner thoughts..
Falling in love was never easy so was life..
Back to Fahad's point of view:
One day later I was signing books it was insane, when a girl that was about 15 years old came Handing me the book " I love your book is that her Amal or fara7?" She grinned pointing at felwa who sat next to me " Thank you but what makes you so sure it's a real story?"
" it just feels like it"
" Well a writer never tells " I flashed her a smile
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And they lived happily ever after The end!
Well this is the ending of inner thoughts or probably all my stories
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