Inner Thoughts Chapter 2

Previously on Inner thoughts:

i shook my head in dissapointment and Left Home.. I Sat thinking About everything.. I don't know why But I Needed To Find her it was like It depended on My life!!
I Got up getting My laptop out , I was Going to take the First Flight to Kuwait !
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I Closed the laptop after this Voice in my head kept Screaming
" You Don't know her"
"You have never seen her"
"you're being dramatic"
"man up "
"she's just a girl "

So I decided to Stop.. I am being Dramatic.. Ma a3rf Elbent !
W Leesh because of this book I found!
I Was acting nuts .. The world is not going to End, there are billions of girls that doesn't make her any different !
I Got the book from the Shelf, Staring at it
I opened one of the Pages that had those following Words written on it :

The Hardest Thing In Life is Seeing yourself Fall but you aren't Able to Do anything because you're Too weak to Stand Up..
That's when you Came, you Helped Me Get up And Stand on My Feet Again..
Something I Lost Hope to Do and That was to Stand up Again , Feel Secure..
So Thank you So much My love ..


I stared at The words that were Written on The Page..Thinking About them
What Did she mean By That? Was she Sick i thought !
And how Could This Person Save her?

My Thoughts and I were interrupted By my phone Ringing it was A friend of mine with The name Mohammed, yes He was Saudi

- on The Phone -

Me : Hala abo Khaled wsh b'3eet?

Mohammed : Hala feek esma3 Bn6l3 Elyoom, t3al m3na

Me : Eee ween?

Mohammed : bnroo7 nt3sha w k4a b3deen bnroo7 nshoof Lna Movie

Me : Ee Meen Byji?
I asked wanting to make sure Cause I knew Mohammed Too well..

Mohammed: Haww Elshbab

Me: 5la9 Enshallah , yalla m3 elslama
I said Hanging up turning my attention back to the Book that was in my hand.. I Never knew this book's story bs ena it Changed my Life so much.. It Changed It in A good way But it also Changed it in A bad Way..
It's Ruining your life!
9ar ma 3ndk Ela 4a elktab w 4a elbent
The Voice in My Head Shouted.. making Me wake Up from all of this !

I Got up Taking My Laptop there was A Skype invite with My Younger Sister She was 18 years Old I loved her more Than Anything!
She had small brown eyes , straight Noise, short Light brown Wavy Hair!
She was Skinny and Tall!

" Hala Hala " she Smiled once I opened it .. The first 5 minutes went on With " alo" "tsm3eeni"!

" Ha Keefk , keef eljam3a?" I Smiled

" El7amdallah Zeena,I had A test Today " she rolled her Eyes running her Hand through her Hair!

" how Did it Go?" I said

" Well el9ra7a 5rb6t.. Bs Yalla 3adi"she Said

" Eee Jdn 3adi"

We kept Talking until my mother Came !

" 7beebi Fahad " she Smiled from The other side with Tears in her Eyes Until a Tear Fell down.. I wanted to be there With her, To just wipe her tear away!

" Yumma 7beebti la t9ee7een h4ani shway w b5l9" I said calming Her down

" 7beebi w Ashoofk 3aroos !" She smiled a weak smiled .. Remembering Reema!
I didn't know why I remembered her but I did..
" Ee enshallah" I said, saying my goodbye's after that since I was going out!

I took a Quick shower, putting some Clothes on and Leaving to The Cinema After that, We were Going to watch the last exorcism!

I saw Mohammed with a bunch of Guys and 3 Girls!
Two were Australian and The other was Saudi!

I was Welcomed by Them, I was buying some Popcorn and Some drink when That Saudi girl came with a Huge grin on her face !

" I love Your Accent "

" Umm thank Youu I Guess " I responded
Taking my Popcorn!

" I love Your Style Too.. not all boys are that stylish "she smiled, Staring Down at my Clothes , I was Wearing a grey Sweater with a scarf and some shoes.. It was Freezing here in Armidale !

" Mashkoora " I faked another smile pointing at the theatre door as in Let's go.. Getting in The Theatre, Taking our seats since the movie Already started.. We Sat watching The movie and every scary part This girl would hold into my Hand.. I would be weirded Out though!

I suddenly Found her on my lap, and The Scene wasn't actually scary !

" Shd3waa?" I said Slightly pushing her she turned staring at Me with Her hazel eyes.. to be honest she was Pretty but I wasn't That Attracted to Her, probably because she was " Lazga "!

" Ohh asfa Fahad bdoon ma a7s " she jumped back To her seat, I didn't reply.. I Just ignored and turned my Attention to The huge Screen freaked out a bit from her actions!

The movie came to an Ending , it was a Great movie but it isn't when you sit Next to a Girl like her.. I don't Even know her name, She was So annoying But so Pretty madri Ma ynf3 Abd!

" Yalla ma3 elslama Ana ast24n " I Said waving my hand

" What Does that even mean ?" Anna one of the Australian Girls with Long orange Hair and white skin Said , she was Actually the only Girl I consider " My friend " well except for my Sister Of course.. My sister is more of my Best friend !

" Sorry , it means excuse me but I have to leave or something like that" I smiled down at Anna since she was short !

" why Are you leaving So soon Mate?" She asked

" I have An Essay to Turn in tomorrow "
I lied

"Can I Come with? ill keep your Company" that Girl jumped in My face with a Huge grin, how can A Person be this Annoying? I thought

" Noo I'm Sorry but I'm afraid you can't " I faked another smile Since that is All I've been Doing since I Came here!

" come on why Not "

" because it Doesn't Seem right, I Don't even know your Name " I shook my head wanting to leave

" It's Sawsan , please " she Begged Annoying me !

" 54ha Ya5i wsh By9eer y3ni " a Guy with The Name Rakan hissed

" 5la9 Yalla " i Said pointing at the Door As I watched Her grin grow Wider!

We made our way To The Parking and we both jumped in The car , driving to my apartment with the music blasting from the speakers !

" Eee what do you study?" She asked breaking the silence

" I'm A finance student and You?" I asked

" Ana Adres 6b" she said Surprising me !

" 9dg I can't imagine you as A doctor 3ad"
I said tuning to look at her with a Surprised look on My face!

" Leeshh? 3ad Ana Enshallah Wdi a9eer doctorat 3'9am" she smiled

" 9dg Yalla Allah ywfgk " I replied continuing with " where's your apartment let me Drop you off "

" But I thought I was Going with You, I don't bite you know " She said as her cheeks became redder than ever.

" It Still doesn't seem right Darlin, Guide me to your apartment" I demanded As she showed Me The Directions, Finally Arriving At her apartment !

" Ma r7 td5lni? It doesn't seem right a Girl like me Walk in the apartment Alone in the middle of the night " She raised hereby eyebrow At me

" indeed" I said walking beside her up To her apartment, finally getting there standing in front of the door waiting for her to get in!

" Tf'9l " she said pointing at the door

" I have to finish that essay sorry eljayat Akthr enshallah " I said leaving after that.. Heading home and throwing myself on The white sofa staring At The ceiling .. Wl today Wasn't what I expected!

A loud knock on The Door frightened me a Bit, Opening my eyes and Getting Up .. I was Really tired that I barely Got up from the sofa !
Opening the Door to see The same women with The Blonde hair but she had it up in a Ponytail this Time , she had a black Sweater on with some leggings!

" hmm Yes?" I said leaning my back to the door with one eye open ,i Think I fell asleep on the Couch!

" I just came her to tell you that she's back Reema" she said

" okay what's in it for me?" I Said in coldness

" Didn't you say that You loved her? that you wanted To see her?"

" Listen umm what's your name ?" I asked

" it's Elizabeth "

" listen Elizabeth I don't think that I Actually love her , it was Just a Crush nothing more " I faked a smile running my Hand through my Brown hair staring right at her !

" A Crush? I don't think it's a Crush ! I saw the Way you were looking for her you love her don't you?" She said pissing me off a bit.. I do get pissed off easily though..


" I Don't Love her, I don't even Know her " I faked another smile putting my hands in my Pocket!

" So you think this is a Game? " she said slightly pushing me

" No..what do you even want ?" I shook my head

" You know what nothing Goodbye Fahad" she Hissed at me .. What was Wrong with her I thought? I shook my head as I watched her Go !
how did she find me A9ln?

I cleared my Mind from everything.. Changing My clothes, I wanted to get me A Glass of water when My eyes fell on that brown book!
I lit out a sigh and took the book heading to My room as I threw myself on The comfy bed Resting my head on the pillow!

Opening the book to see this written on it:

If I Made it through All of this..

Then anything is possible ..

Never lose hope ..

Keep dreaming my Love ..

You'll always find me Next to You..

As long as You promise to Stay next to me..

Promise me Love...

Just promise...

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I Closed the book shaking my head in disappointment and drifting to Sleep after that!

I Woke up the next day getting into something comfortable and quickly leaving I was late but I Took the book with me just incase I see her, Abi a5la9 mnh!

Finally arriving at the university !
I Got down walking to my Class once I saw her !
She was So beautiful but she looked weak!

" Reeemaaa " I shouted making her turn around staring at me in confusion pouting at herself!

" me?" She Questioned

" Eee "

" oh Ent Kuwaiti?" she asked

" La2 Ana S3oodi" I replied

" oh b'3eet Shy a5ooy" she said as I stared at her wide brown Eyes , she looked down feeling Uncomfortable !

" la2 bas knt bgoolk ena That doctor 7g umm let me show you " I said since I was new here! I don't know the doctors's names yet!

" Okay " she awkwardly said as we walked next to Each other

" So you're Kuwaiti?"

" Eeee "

We arrived to the class " ha4a elclass hoo hena y7a'9er"

" Umbayy y'3th eldoctor Mal ha4a elclass.. In fact I have a class right now " she said

" me Too!" I grinned

" 9ij? Shno 3ndak classes b3d this one?"

" None "

" mee too sh'hal 9dfa" she smiled .. Her smile was Too sweet I loved her smile!

" Shrayk I invite you for lunch? " I smiled running my hand through my hair

" That would be Great" she replied then we Both Got in .. we were done but she wouldn't go with me in the same car and that she wanted to Go in her Car!

That doesn't matter!

I Got to the restaurant took a table for two sat waiting for Hours but she never Came!

" Sir we're going to close the store any minute , Do you want to order anything ? A drink maybe?" The waiter asked

" No thank you I was excepting someone , guess he couldn't Come Goodbye! " I smiled leaving !

I can't describe how I felt Back then.. She seemed excited but I guess She wasn't That excited !