Inner Thoughts Chapter 5

Previously on Inner thoughts:

I leaned down and kissed her that's when she atomically turned red " Fahaad! Shfeek !" She nearly shouted as I let regretful because of what I did !

" I'm sorry! I couldn't control myself " I got up following her then I held her from her wrist stopping her and making her turn to face me!

" laa 9ij 3aad? I Barely know you Fahad Madri keef ttjr2 enk you go and kiss me !" She shouted leaving me with my never ending thoughts, I was full of regret..
I should have never done this!
Est'3frallah ! I couldn't resist it, I just couldn't..

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Days passed, I haven't talked to Reema even though we're in the same class our eyes have met a couple of times but she keeps turning her gaze away, she keeps acting Like I'm not there!
I didn't want to be involved with her or any girl.. I don't want to be a player again!
What I did was something I'm not proud of!
And I can never control myself when I'm around Her especially when I have anger management which made things more difficult to understand!

Flashbacks:

"Baby I miss you " she said from the other side as I rolled my eyes thinking I have to leave this girl she's so annoying !

" w Ana b3d " I said getting bored that's when another girl called me, You see this girl I just started to talking with her and she's different from the others !( I'm trying my best to make him the biggest Jerk so I don't know if I'm doing a good job now back to the story )

" aloo" she softly said

"Ahln Zaina " let me tell you about Zaina
She was so hot!

" A-Ahleeen Keefak?"

" el7amdallah , hey listen how about we finally meet?" I said

" umm Madri Fahad, it's not right I don't know why I'm even talking to you it isn't. Right !"

" what are you saying don't you love me?"

" I do love you I'm just scared "

" if you did love me like I loved you, you'd trust me Zaina " I lied, I never actually loved her her!
I only loved her features !

" 5la9 mn b3eed lb3eed bs "

- End of flashback -

My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing it was my mother , I quickly picked up to hear her sweet voice from the other side !

" 7beebi Fahad i7na Fy el6yara el7een bn8l3 bnji arimdale , elr7la sa3a hyy "she said

" Eee ill be picking you up k4a rb3 sa3a w aji elm6ar"

" Eee Zeen 7beebi yalla el7een bn8l3 m3 elslama" she said closing the line making me get up clean the house a Bit and then I took a Shower got dressed and quickly headed to the airport and when I arrived there I sat waiting for their plane to land.. I kept scrolling down my Timeline so time would pass by!

they finally arrived as I watched them get into the Airport heading to them with a Huge grin on my Face kissing my mother's forehead and hand then hugging her!

I then Hugged Deema, I swear I missed them so much!

" Fahaad Shfeeh wajhk" my mother Gasped once she saw the bruises on my face !

" 3adi it's nothing Really" I smiled trying to calm her down but she didn't calm down a bit!

" nothing shloon nothing?" She said holding my chin to turn and look her !

" 5la9 Yumma la t5feen 3lay, shoofeeni ma feeni Ela el3afya " I smiled At my mother Holding into her hand then placing my lips on her hand kissing her hand she smiled in response and then all three of us went to my car driving to my flat!

" shraykm Nmr na54 mn hungryjacks mb joo3aneen?" I suggested turning to look at my Mother

" Eee Ana Mayta Joo3 el9ra7aa " Deema Jumped from behind yelling in my ear

" ma '3eer tbl3een enti w Madri keef ma tsmneen" I laughed joking around

" 9adg wallah lw Tshoofha ma '3eeer bal3 ma tshb3 abd " she laughed slightly hitting me with her elbow making me laugh to look at Deema from the mirror, she Had a fake frown on her face with her arms crossed over her Chest!

" w el7elwa z3lanaa meen yra'9eeha Ana aree'9ha " I sang laughing making fun of her !

" w3 w3 maa y'97k " she said acting all angry when she actually wasn't !

We kept making fun of Deema and joking around until we reached hungryjacks ordering our food then leaving to my Apartment and once we arrived I took their bags upstairs putting them in the spare room I had !

A couple of minutes later after I threw myself on the white sofa flipping through the channels as I waited for them to finish so I could tell them the surprise and that was that I Booked tickets for a trip to Sydney and gold cost!

Deema came in the living room with a huge grin " T3ali t3alii" I putted an angry face on with a tone that said I was angry , her face completely turned pale !
Slowly heading to where I was sitting !

" n3m?" She said as I pulled her closer

" shmswya enti?" I raised my left eyebrow staring at her.

" wsh sweet ma sweet shy?"

" 3leenaa " I winked

" Haww ma sweet shy " she said getting scared

" amz7 m3kk w enti gm6ti el3afyaa" I laughed pulling her and placing her on my Shoulder walking around while she kicked slightly laughing!

" Fahaad nzlni Allaah y5leek " she begged that's when Mother rushed in the room as her eyes widened once she saw us !

" nzlhaa Fahad el7een t6ee7 mb nag9na 7na " she shouted sitting on the couch ready to eat..

" 7a'9er Yumma bs 3shank bnzlha " I grinned putting her on the ground as I watched her stick her tongue out at me with her hand on her waist !

" Madri keef enti jam3a y3ni " I shook my head.. We ate while watching a movie that was airing on the tv!

" Bgoolkm shy " I paused for a second staring at both of them with my palms pressed together placing my chin on top !

" yarab tkoon Wdk t56b Ana el9ra7a I gave up on bader getting married " she said throwing her hands in the air

" hahaha Mama , la t5afeen Ana btzwj awal ma nrj3 wla tz3leen yal'3lya " Deema said slowly patting her back then kissing her forehead!

" enti e3gali awal" mother said pointing.

" Ee 9adga omi elzbda la Mabi a56b twna badri, 3ndi lkm surprise !" I grinned


" wsho?" Deema jumped from her place

" 7jzt Lna t4kraa lsydney b3deen gold cost w kl shy jahez " I smiled

" Allah a7laa surprise " Deema got up kissing my cheek

" w drastk ya wleedi?"

" i7na b3d3ndna ejaza w k4a" I said

" meta bnroo7 " Deema asked as her Grin grew wider

" b3d 2 days enshallah "
We all took a nap after as finished eating and once we woke up we headed to some coffee shop and took a table outside that's when Deema surprisingly Yelled " Reeema " making me turn to look behind my jaw dropped once i saw that it was Reema she was talking about, my Reema!

" Deema what brings you here?" She asked

" I came to visit my brother !" She said pointing at me with a smile on her face Reema had the same face expression on turning her gaze to look at me then closing her jaw after Deema asked her what was wrong and why was she so shocked!

They surprisingly came to our table "Hala 5alti " Reema said with her Sweet voice greeting my mother with love and I kept staring at her I couldn't stop myself from staring actually, she was irresistible !

" OMG OMG OMG I have an Idea " Deema started jumping with her Palms pressed together!

" shfeek?" I asked


" why Can't Reema come with us! She isn't going back to Kuwait and her family aren't coming here " Deema said

" Eee 5oosh fkra " I smiled

" La2 wallah magdr, I don't want to bother you " she said

" La t3ali m3na fy Deema " my mother said patting reema's back with a grin on her face!

After a while of my mom and Deema convincing her about coming she finally agreed so I went back home And booked her a ticket and a room in Sydney and gold cost!

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We were seated in the plane ready to take off, I sat next to Omi and Deema sat on the other side next us and Reema was sitting in the back of the plane since I never found a ticket except for a ticket that was in the back of the plane if that made any sense !

After half an Hour my mother was sleeping so was Deema so I decided to go check on Reema in other words to sit and chat with her and lucky for me the seat next to hers was empty!
She rolled her eyes once she saw me turning her gaze the other way, I sat on the seat next to her just waiting for her to turn and look at me !

" shfeek Ma tfhm ? Ana Mabi aklmk Eli sweeth mb shway" she nearly shouted turning to look at me disgust in her eyes!

" Reema " I calmly said slightly holding her chin

" get away from me Fahad " she stared down

" Reema Reema just listen " I begged thats when she raised her head, her eyes meeting mine as we stared at each other's eyes without making any other move !

" a7bkk " I said , she just froze she wasn't even blinking, thinking why did I say that? It's not the perfect time !
But I can't do this anymore .. I actually love her, I can't help it that I've fallen in love.

She stole My heart And I won't be able to take it back.. I not only love her but trust her more than anything, Madri all I can say is el7b mn Allah!

" But i don't "