Inner thoughts chapter 10

Previously on inner Thoughts:

" Zaina Enti wsho? Ma nfa3 m3ak shy, ma Bga shy ma sweet'h and you're still here Aren't you Afraid?"

" La2 you know me I always get what I want At the end exactly like you"

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I stared at her with disgust filling my eyes " Hmmm you're Right I do get what I want, shoofi Zaina agdr Aswi shy y5leek tndmeen 3la ell7'9a Eli jeeti klmteeni feeha "

" wsh Btswi?"

" You wouldn't want to know" I leaned closer whispering the words In her ear, she glared at me swallowing a lump trying her best not to show me that she was afraid!

She got up then turned around calling me " Fahad" she said

" hm?" I said not even bothering myself to look up

" You will never see my face again bs tra knt b74rk" she was about to leave but I stopped her holding into her wrist making her face me

" bt74reeni mn wsho?"

" from making the wrong choice" she
Got closer holding into me and continuing with " I care about you "
She let go of me and left as I watched her disappear..

Was I really making a wrong choice?
Making a wrong choice when I chose Reema ?

" Fahaad sa3a ndwrk" Deema startled me pulling her suitcase along with her..

" ween omi?" I asked

" Ra7t tjeeb taxi we already checked out mn hena" I palmed my self on the forehead at the fact that I didn't check out yet..

" Ento roo7o esbgooni elm6ar ha"

" w Reema?"

" Reema bt6l3 m3i" I said as I watched Deema nod quickly leaving to the airport along with my mother!

I looked down at my watch it was already 8 o'clock, the plane was going to take off in an hour!

I quickly got up to Reema's room patiently waiting in the elevator and once the elevator opened she was standing right there Looking pretty as always pulling her suitcase she was having some trouble with that, her cardigan was stuck in the edge of the suitcase.. I leaned closer to help her pulling the cardigan she didn't realize that I was the one that was helping her..

I pulled the cardigan or jacket showing her bare and naked shoulder " im sorry " I mumbled , she finally looked up as her eyes widened once she saw me..

" Fahad "

"3yoon Fahad " i smiled

" We're late " she faked a smiled pulling the suitcase and pushing me aside, I get it she was angry and upset no one could blame her!!

Zaina was Right about one thing not that I was making a Wrong choice but that I always get what I want and I was going to make sure I get her..
I was going to make sure that she becomes mine only mine and no one else's..

We got down and checked out she was Quiet all along, not a word came out of her mouth and once we were in the street patiently waiting for a taxi I held into her hand knowing that she was going to push my hand away or was going to shout at me but she didn't which was kind of surprising..

" Reema I know you hate me so much right now 3shan elklam Eli galt'h hyy Madri wsh galat bs kla mb 9dg !!"

" Sure " she said moving away from me, the taxi arrived and both of us got in , she kept silent staring out the window..

I got closer and she moved a bit making sure there was a space between us, I kept getting closer until she couldn't no longer move!

" Eff " she mumbled

" Reema Ana a7bk 9dg w I don't want to lose you because of what I did in the past "

" but what you did in the past isn't just anything Fahad how can I forgive you when a poor innocent girl-" she stopped

" when a poor innocent girl?, kl Eli 9ar ena she lost blood bs "

" what??!" She gasped

"She fell down and I took her to the hospital ha4a Eli 9ar " I explained

" she lied"

" Eee she lied That's what she does"

" Fahad I'm Sorry bs even if she was lying this wasn't going to work you and I " she looked down , sadness filling her Eyes and a frown was formed on her lips..

I held her chin up " I can't control the amount of love I have for you, I can't control the fact that my heart chose you Reema w Ana mst7eel atrkk mhma 9ar" she smiled in response turning to look the other way !

" Reema Bs Abeek tjawbeeni lw jeet w 56btk btwafgeen?" I said wanting to hear her answer , she turned around tears were filling her wide brown eyes..

" Probably.."

" Leesh? What am I doing wrong?"

" You're not doing anything wrong, You're perfect makes everything so hard!"

" I don't understand " I said

" Im sick Fahad, the test results came out I have cancer, Blood cancer" she said shocking me

" Ana abi as2lk so2al Are you sure you want to marry me?" She asked shocking me more but she also made me think for a moment Can I do this?
Can I see my wife, the love of my life
My everything dying knowing I can't do anything?..
Knowing that I am helpless..
Can I do this?

" We have arrived " the man said with his thick Australian accent..

" have a goodday mates and I hope you kick cancer's butt maa'm my son did " he kindly said making both me and Reema smile!

We got down and headed to our gate to find them there waiting for us we were so late " bsr3aa "Deema shouted, we got in and this time Reema was the one next to my mother and Deema and I was a couple of rows behind them.. A small boy and his mother were sitting next to me , they were Muslims om'h kanat mt7jba w Mbyn enha 9'3eera b3d..

" Ejls ya Wlad, ejls"she hissed at his little boy and looking down at the book in her hand as she continued to read it..

I leaned my head and closed my eyes I was too tired to even think " lw sm7t" the boy said slowly shaking me

" n3m?"

" ent s3oodi, mama mama elrjal s3oodi " he gasped

" eskt Allah yfshlkk , fshltna 3nd Elnas" she said

" m3leesh ems7'ha fwjhi" I smiled in response , closing my eyes and the next thing I knew I was asleep ..
I woke up on the kid's voice screaming in my ear

" Haa"

" tra w9lna 3mi " he smiled holding into his small bag

" Haww la tsmeeni 3mi, Ana esmi Fahad " I grinned

" Ana b3d esmi Fahad " he gasped

" Km 3mrk ya b6al?"

" 6 "

" 5la9 9rt rjal mashallah " I said joking around with him

" yalla m3 elslama ya Fahad " I waved at him leaving the plane,
We took our suitcases and left to the hotel all that was on my mind was reema's question Then I thought I already have the answer why am I still thinking?

I went to Reema she was sitting on one of the couches in the lobby waiting for her room , you see her room was the only room that wasn't ready yet.. So Deema w omi Kano Fy '3rfhm!

" Reema "

" Hala?"

" I didn't answer your question" I said

" what is your answer?"

" Reema I-"

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"Reema I-"
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Hope you liked the chapter not one of my best bs enshallah 3jbkm!
W good luck on your exams!
Allaah ywfgkm xx