Inner Thoughts Chapter 8

Previously on inner thoughts:
" your new girlfriend mrraa Cute I love her el9ra7a"she Winked, she had a tight black dress on , she also had full makeup on which made her look much cheaper!

" 9dg? Bs she's not my girlfriend-" she cut me off

" Not your girlfriend hmm is she Deema's friend?"

" la2 She's my Wife Zaina"

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She was Shocked, a straight line formed on her lips as she got up staring blankly at me and not another word came out of her mouth..

But she had to talk " wife?"

" Eee my wife " I repeated

" you're not married"

" Bs I'm going to get married soon "
I said sitting in my place with my palms pressed together..

" you're lying Fahad "

" I'm not you can go ask Deema a9ln a9ln Leesh hamek mrraa i4a if I got married wla la2? " I said, she stayed silent

" Don't you remember we were over years ago w b3deen elmfroo'9 ykoon 3ndk kramaa Ana maa a7bk w mst7eeel a9eer a7bk " I faked a smile as I watched her leave wjh'ha kan m9foog.. I don't know why but I had a feeling that I was going to see her again..

Reema finally came back with a smile on her face " T25rt ?" She asked bitting her bottom lip

" la2 ma t25rti wla shy "I have her a sweet smile.. Our food came and we started eating talking about Random things..

And once we Were done eating I slowly held into her hand staring at her wide brown eyes as she stared back at mine..

" Reema 9dg a7bk w I'm planing on proposing enshallah lmn nrj3"


"Proposing?"she repeated

" yes I want you to be my wife"

" Check please" I then yelled out.. We payed and left walking near the beach!

" Reema" I called out making her turn around to look at me.. I smiled making her get Confused!

" come " i pulled her with me heading to the shore.. She took off her heels holding it in her right hand understanding me!
We sat down on the sand imitating the beauty of the sea, we Were inches away both staring at the waves..

" Reemaa " I said making her turn to look at me !

" Reemaa Enti t7beeni? I mean do you want me to be your husband?" I asked

" I do love you Fahad bs-" she paused, I slowly held her chin up " bs Wsho Reema?"

" a7taj wgt afkr " she said bitting her bottom lip as she stared at me.. I knew that there was something going on..

" I won't rush you, fkri Zeen b3deen Rdi Ly "

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Days passed, I haven't been talking to Reema that much, I don't know Why I guessed that maybe she doesn't love me and that Maybe we Were never meant to Be..

It Was 1:30 I was supposed to be sleeping because we had a flight next day To Gold Coast, I was thinking about Reema Leesh?
Then it hit me those flashbacks, when Reema gave me the Response about Wether she wants to spend the Rest of her life with me or not?
Did she want me to be the father of her children or not?
And most importantly Does she Love me?

It was like any other Rainy day , everyone was Sitting in the coffee shops with umbrellas in their hands!

And there I Was sitting b3d Fy elCoffee shop waiting for Reema to Come.. We were going to meet her to Talk about our Future..

I Got up once I saw her coming wearing black pants and some blouse with a coat on top, she had her hair up in a sleek ponytail and the umbrella in her manicured hand !

" Reemaa Keefk?"

" el7amdallah " she sat down on the seat in front of me with her eyes on the Ground..

" Fkrti?"

" Eeeh"

" bs gooli Ly Yes or no?" I asked scared of the answer

" No" she Got up leaving me, I quickly got up following stopping her by holding her wrist making her face me..

" leeesh?"I asked wishing I haven't watching her tears go down her cheek which killed me knowing that I may be behind those tears!

" magdr Fahad " she said pushing my hand away , I didn't bother to follow her this Time because I knew that She'll never tell me the reason behind that!

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I got up staring at the wall..
Lazem knt a3rf wsh feeha.. Wsh Eli kan m'9aygha..
I went to the balcony and luckily I found the door between the two rooms open getting in and finding the balcony door of her room open too!

She was sitting facing the wall giving me her back.. She was talking on the phone with someone, I could hear what she was saying!

" 7manii Ana wayed 5ayfa.. A-A5af y6l3 Jad 3ndi C-cancer " I was shocked I didn't want to Believe my own ears, Cancer ? Was that the reason why she never wanted me to propose for her?

" 7manii wallah Madri sweet elt7aleel , bacher by6l3" she started sobbing and crying!

So many thoughts were on my mind!
Who is 7mani? B3deen t4krt ena she had a brother with that name!
And cancer ?

" 5la9 aklmk bacher yalla bye " she closed the phone and started crying and sobbing not knowing that I was here..

I went to her she saw me from the mirror and just kept staring at me!

I uncontrollably hugged her so Tight letting her cry her tears on my shoulder, Calming her down!

" was that the reason why you said No?" I looked down at her .. She raised her head nodding in sadness, Depression !

" Leesh ya Reema? Ana a7bk w mst7eel ena atrkk l2nk 3ndk Cancer!!!"

" Faha-" I cut her off

" Shh Ana mst3d bkra aroo7 w a56bkk! W bmshi m3ak ll2a5er!!"

" Fahad ent Malk 4nb! I'm the sick one, lw tzwjna w jbna Yahaal w Mt sh4nbhm , sh4nbhm enhm ykbroon bdoon om " she cried staring at me.. It was so clear that she wanted to Talk, that she wanted to just let everything out

" laa2 Lsa elt7aleel ma 6la3at!"

" Fahad I had cancer before w eldoctor told me that it might Come back " she said swallowing a lump

" Tfa2loo bl5ayr tjdooh 7beebti" I softly kissed her forehead

"Lw 9ar 9ij 3ndi cancer, Ch4i Fahad Shno by9eer 3leek btjls bs t7ateeni "

" y3ni lw Ana ma atzwjtk mtw83a enti Ena Ana ma akoon 5ayef 3leek y3ni, Reema wafgi and I promise ill always stay by your side I won't leave you!" I held her tighter making her rest her head on my shoulder.. She got up staring down at me

" that's it Fahad I don't want you by My side !" She shouted

" Reema gooli Ly what's better going all the way till the end alone or with someone who Cares and loves you!"

" bs I don't want you to feel sorry for me Fahad"

" meen Gal I feel sorry for you tra I just found out that you had cancer! Bs meta Ana Gaylk ena I loved you and I wanted to marry you? Mn awal!"
I said continuing with " Reema you're the First girl b7yati klha that I actually loved! I Confess I was a player, I was a Jerk bs when I first saw you I knew that you're the one and that You were the one I wanted to live my life with Reema I don't feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for myself for falling in love with an amazing girl like you!"

" an amazing Girl that I tried so Hard to make her mine, that I can't stop thinking of Anaa a7bkk mn Galb Reemaa why can't you accept that? "
She stayed silent and just froze in her place, she wasn't even blinking !

" Reemaa enti ma 7seeti bsh3oor ena tkooni t7been a7d so much bs enk ma tgdreen t5leen ha4a Elshy lk"

" Fahadd"

" Esm3eeni Reema maybe you don't love me bs I do I love you too much, I can't let you go that what happens when you get attached too much ,when you care too much " I got up walking slowly to the balcony .. I just wanted to hear four simple words and fortunately I did !

" I love you too" I turned around I was happy that the girl I love loves me too!

" 9dg will you marry me Reemaa?" I ran to her

" Yes Fahad " she smiled wiping her tears away as I pulled her closer hugging her tight.. I loved having her in my Arms, I loved smelling her scent of perfume!
I loved Her smile.. I loved her Adorable laugh!
I loved every single thing about her..
I loved 3nadha.. I loved how Confident she is!
I loved how Amazing she was..
And most importantly
I LOVED HER!

But of course the moment had to be ruined like always..

Reema's phone rang and I had to let her go because it might be her brother !

She took the phone from the bed picking up " aloo?"she said

" Ee Ana hnii " she was Silently listening to the other side When her face colors changed.. It was Completely Pale!

She closed the line with a shock face on !

" Akrhkk Fahad Akrhk " she Shouted

I had no idea of what was happening or who was that..