Inner thoughts Chapter 9

Previously on inner Thoughts:
Reema's phone rang and I had to let her go because it might be her brother !

She took the phone from the bed picking up " aloo?"she said

" Ee Ana hnii " she was Silently listening to the other side When her face colors changed.. It was Completely Pale!

She closed the line with a shock face on !

" Akrhkk Fahad Akrhk " she Shouted

I had no idea of what was happening or who was that..

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" Reema shfeek? Who was that?" I asked, I understood nothing of what was happening..

" Fahad lw sm7t e6l3 barra" she said pointing at the door with her eyes on the ground.. It was like she was Afraid of something, afraid of me?

" bs Gooli Ly Shsweet Ana " I wanted answers

" Fahad Allah y5leek e6la3 barra" she shouted this time slowly backing Away..

I Calmly left with screaming thoughts.. Everything was So Perfect w Faj2a kl shy t'3yr!

Reema's point of view:
I was Depressed ,my back was leaned on the wall as I silently cried..

Leesh ? Leesh ych4b?
Leesh Ana?
Everything is Going to Change..

Back to Fahad's point of view:

I decided to take a Walk in the Sydney Harbour, I needed fresh air!
I needed to Think!

It was Empty from people since it was About 5 o'clock!

I Sat on one of the Benches staring blankly at the Sky Thinking what Did I do to Deserve this? But my Question Already had An Answer..
Fy ashya2 ktheer Sweetha Ndmt 3leeha.. W I was still regretting it until now..

*flashbacks*:

" Fahad lw sm7t Rj3ni Mabi ad5l" she shouted.. It was obvious that she was Afraid!

" Shfeek ma r7 aklk Ana " I held into her wrist

" Fahad Ana 5ayfaa" she tried pulling me to the car but she couldn't.. She was too weak..

"Haww Zaina Wsh by9eer y3ni!" I started Shouting, my was getting angrier madder That my vanes felt like they were going to pop out..

" Bs Fahad-" I didn't let her finish she was pushing me and i was Pulling her..

" 5LA9 ZAINA MA R7 ARJ3K EL7EEN ANA!" i shouted my voice getting higher feeling my temper getting higher.. Back then It was like I turn into a whole different person!
W elmshkla knt a6l3 7rti klha 3la Nas ma tstahel..
Especially that I had no for an answer.. Kl shy abeeh yjeeli!

she was pulling me and i was pulling her i letted go of her and In a blink of an eye she was lying on the hard ground in front of Our house leaving nothing but blood behind her!

I Thought I killed her, I started panicking I didn't know what to Do exactly..

I was Thinking about leaving her back then.. I was selfish ma knt ahtm Ela Lnfsi!

I then picked her up and wrapping my white shirt around her head getting her in the car and Rushing to the nearest hospital!

I Got her in the emergency room And left...

I wasn't Thinking, I Was a Horrible Person..
Kan ay Shy ab'3ah A54h..
I went home That day remembering every single thing That Just happened..
I Was a bad person but I never Was heartless..
I Was Full of Regrets That's when I Decided to start a new life, Start fresh But karma got me!
I never Believed in karma or the Phase "eldnya Dawara "Until that Day!

*End of Flashbacks*

I Kept Staring at The Sky…
Not even Realizing that half an hour had passed, I didn't want to leave yet
I didn't want to Get back to My mixed Up life again so I Just Sat there Thinking about Everything..
Back then I had that thought Ena 3adi al3ab 3la bnat Elnas w Aklmhm w kl shy bs M7d ygrb 3la i5ti!
Well I was wrong, So wrong..
I forgot that what Goes around comes all the way back around..

No I did not love someone and she broke my heart but something even Worse happened that made me Lose control..
Something that made me Turn into a monster..
Something That made me Do things I'm Not Proud of..
Something that is indeed Terrible..

I Looked down at my Watch it was already 6 o'clock!
1 hour has already passed this quickly?
When I was about to Get up a Soft voice Startled me calling my Name!
I turned to surprisingly find Elizabeth, I sighed Rolling my eyes!
" Fy kl mkan 4y " I mumbled

" excuse me?" She glared

" Elizabeth Right? What are You Doing here?" I faked a smile

" Im on vacation, what Are you doing here?"

" the same reason Why you're here"

" Oh hope you're having a nice vacation"

" indeed I Am "

" how did things Go with Reema?"she looked at me as I faked a smile

" everything's fine excuse me I Have to Go now"I left to the Hotel since we had a Flight a few hours Later!

Packed my suitcase and got out after I made sure I didn't Forget anything.. I stood in front of Reema's Room with my suitcase in my right hand Putting It on the floor, I knocked a Couple of times on the door leaning my back to the wall next to the door so She wouldn't see me..
She opened the door and when she was about to close it I held the Door with a grin on my face but I knew that I'd Get yelled at and kicked out , I can still Try right!

" Fahad??" She gasped

" Can we talk?" I smiled

" la2 we can't talk Fahad, lw gdrt chan rj3t Armidale a7sn mn eni ajablak" 6al3tni b6rf 3eenha

I Don't know But her words were Hurtful Not only her Words but also the way she treated me..

I was Getting more curios about What happened yesterday, I mean who called her and what did he or she Say that made her treat me like this? Like I was Nothing?

" I Never knew This was the way you felt about me Reema "

" Well Now You know, I told you I never loved you bs ent Ela '39b a9eer a7bk" I just stared at her, I had No words.. Nothing, I was speechless..

" Y3ni everything I did Wasn't enough?"

" everything you did was A lie Fahad nothing but a pretty lie .. fahad lw sm7t Just leave me and just forget that we Ever met" She said her eyes staring at mine.. I'm not going to lie her words were harsh..

" la2 Reema I'm not going to leave you w I'm not going to Give up on Us w3ad mni " I looked Down at her knowing that every word I said made nonsense to her but To me it made so much Sense..

" Fahad I can't be with you " she slowly said

" a36eeni sbb wa7ed 6yb?" She bit her bottom lip looking back at me with her hands pressed together..

" you lied to a Girl, that poor girl "

" esh?"

" Zaina t4krha?" She said shocking me but I should've known it had something to Do with her ..

" wsh galat lk bnt elkalb" I said my voice getting higher

" ent mat7s mako Galb? 7s shway " She shouted this time making me get confused.. I kept silent because I didn't know what she was talking about!

" Mabi aklmk, 5LA9 EFHAM" she slammed the door in my face leaving me and my Thoughts alone In the empty hall!

I was more than Confused.. I wanted to know what Zaina told her that would make her hate me? That would make her feel this way about me?
What did she say that would make Reema Think I Was Dangerous..?

I slowly got down pulling my suitcase behind me as I sat down in the lobby staring blankly at the floor!

I heard heals tapping In the lobby until she stopped right in front of me, I snapped back to reality my train of thoughts stopping!

I kept staring at her black heels.. Ma knt mstw3b shy abd w knt sar7an b3d.. I looked up to find her.. She had a short skirt on with a blouse and a jacket, her brown hair was up in a ponytail, for the first time she didn't have any make up on , she only had some mascara and lipgloss on which was kind of odd!

"Zaina?"

" Ahleeen Fahad, Still with Reema?" she sarcastically said sitting next to me, we were so close to each other we weren't even inches away..

" ma a3t8d ena Y59k" I turned to my right were she sat..

" Keef ma y59ni w Ana Eli Daga 3leeha?"

" Wsh gaylat lha ya bnt elkalb Haa?" I raised my voice a bit, I should've known it was Zaina Of course. How can I have missed that?

" ma Glt lha Ela el9dg bs 3ad kan lazem azeed shway klam mn 3ndi so things would be more interesting " she said continuing with " I envy her" she Smiled .. Things never go the Way you want them to..
I finally find the girl of my dreams and then something comes and ruins everything!

" Zaina Enti wsho? Ma nfa3 m3ak shy, ma Bga shy ma sweet'h and you're still here Aren't you Afraid?"

" La2 you know me I always get what I want At the end exactly like you"
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