Inner Thoughts Chapter 3

Previously on inner Thoughts:

" Sir we're going to close the store any minute , Do you want to order anything ? A drink maybe?" The waiter asked

" No thank you I was excepting someone , guess she couldn't Come Goodbye! " I smiled leaving !

I can't describe how I felt Back then.. She seemed excited but I guess She wasn't That excited !

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I woke up The next morning Feeling Tired, a Bit Sad!

I Couldn't Stop Thinking About what Happened Yesterday That I couldn't Actually Sleep!

I Got into some Clothes, Taking my Morning coffee and Leaving!

I Had so Much Classes today that wasn't Good..

I Got Down to the university after Driving
From My apartment.. The university Was Really far So I had to Get up earlier to Get there in time for my Classes!

I was Walking through the university halls
It was still early so I don't know I wanted to look for Reema, yesterday she Told me that She had an early class but sadly I couldn't find her!

But you know who I found ? Anna! She's a really Great Girl, I see Her as My younger sister.. She helped me alot with University!
And you Could say I Owe her big time!

" oh heey Fahad , How are you ?" She smiled .. She had her orange hair up in a Messy bun, she Had her glasses on and wearing something that looked really comfortable and that is sweatpants along with some sweater!

" I'm Okay and you?.. What brings you to This building ?" I asked since she was or goes to another building !

" I'm pretty good, I came to get some stuff from a doctor here " she smiled holding into her books!

" oh Well Goodbye I guess ill talk to you later"

" Yeaah Byee Fahad "

I continued searching for Reema, I needed to Know why She never came Yesterday although I know ill mentally get a Slap on the face !

I never found her , I went and attended my Classes And when I was Finally done.. I was walking down the hallway when A professor called me yelling " excuse me"

" yes ?" I turned around, I never knew that professor.. His Face wasn't familiar!

" Do you by any chance know Reema alx?"he asked surprising me

" Yes I do why do you ask?"

" I saw you walking together yesterday so I Thought you might know her, Reema alX have been skipping my Class for three weeks now is something wrong?" He asked

" I don't know really , but ill Go down to her apartment and Tell her that" I smiled

" can you Please also give her this, she left those books before and never came back and took them " he said handing Me a bunch of books of hers!

I smiled taking the books from a very young looking Man with Pale skin and blonde hair also known as a professor !

I took the books heading to my Car throwing them in The passenger seat while I sat in the driver's seat , heading to her flat and once I arrived I Got down took her things and headed to her Apartment taking a Deep breath and I started knocking on The door , I waited for 5 minutes until she finally opened the door she Looked horrible with her puffy red Eyes , she had a Winter Roob on with pj's underneath but she still looked so pretty!

She quickly Got behind the door peeking
" what do you want?"

" umm I came to give you your books and I also needed to talked to You" I said looking away I didn't want her to get uncomfortable Or Something like that!

" One second bs broo7 a'3yr Hdoomi" she said closing the door while I stayed there fiddling with My Phone, I kept waiting until she finally opened the door welcoming Me !

" 7yaak"

" Allah y7yeek" I replied getting in and taking a seat on one of the Chairs.. Her apartment is like any another girl apartment with Colors and stuff!
So it Told that a Girl owned the apartment!

I looked up staring at Extremely beautiful
Reema with hair brown hair and Wide brown eyes she was Just flawless!

" Shno knt btgooli?" She asked taking a seat on the sofa that was across me or across the chair I was sitting on!

" first I wanted to give you your book, some professor gave it to me " I Said handing her her books !

" Mashkoor , anything else?" She questioned raising her left eyebrow

" Eee I was worried yesterday lmn ma jeeti
"I said putting a worried face on!

" well lets be Honest with Each other" she faked a smile it was so obvious that it was Fake and then she Just fell down crying!

I guess She just needed something as simple and as stupid as this to happen so she Would explode Crying getting Everything Out!
I Had the Chance to Escape, Leave because this wasn't What I expected but I Didn't because there was something inside me That wanted me To stay and Calm her down instead!

" You knoww why I never Came, I mean mo wa'9e7? I don't want To Get involved with Anyone especially someone like you!" She shouted Tears everywhere, She looked like a mess and I hated Seeing her Like this Even though I haven't actually seen her That much!


" Wait what do You mean by " someone like me " Shfeeni Ana y3ni?" I said getting confused raising my left eyebrow !

" It's not like that you just remind me of him " She said covering her face with her small hands and I on the other hand kept Getting more Confused, I knew that she Loved someone, it was Pretty obvious from her writings that she was deep in love !

" him?"

"La ta54 fkra 3ni, He was my fiancé, we were supposed to get married when i come back to Kuwait and by that I mean when I Graduate!" She said smiling slowly shaking her head until a tear fell coming down her Cheek, why would she Cry if she was Going to marry him?

" But you love him right , Leesh ga3da t9ee7een elmfroo'9 tnbs6een enk bttzwjeen Eli t7beena " I said trying my best to Calm her down

" bas he Left me "

" Well he lost someone Really special w mst7eel ena ylagi w7daa mthlk " I smiled, I might be calming her down but every word was True ! She is special indeed !

" '39bn 3na he left "

" I'm really confused right now "

" He died Because of blood cancer " she said shocking me then she fell down and started crying so Much that her Eyes turned Red, her cute little nose also turned Red.. She looked I can't describe how she looked because she was Heartbreaking !
It felt so Wrong but I had to!
I hugged her so tight letting her rest her head on my shoulder, I guess she needed a Hug, a hug that would completely Calm her down!

" Yalla el7een roo7i '3asli Wjhk w ill try my best to make you dinner even Though I'm Horrible at cooking bs yalla b7awel 3shank" I smiled wiping her tears away Staring at her beautiful eyes.. I wouldn't mind staring at her eyes forever !


" 9ijj mb 9a7ii" She laughed

" Adrii yallaa Roo7i " I said as I watched her Get up heading to her Room!

this Crush I have on her is driving me Nuts.. She is Driving me nuts with Her Perfection, it's only a Crush km yoom w byrj3 kl shy nfs Awal!

I got Up trying my best to make pink pasta, it didn't turn out good , it was burnt unfortunately !

She Got out with a Messy bun on top of her head, she had some leggings on with a pair of sweater and she never looked prettier!

" Hmm how about we just order pizza shrayek?" I grinned leaning my head a bit acting silly, she laughed in response taking the phone and ordering some pizza Perfect!

" Sorry y3ni 7awalt " I said sitting on one of the Couches

" Haww shd3wa " she slightly laughed

" I love your laugh"

" Mashkoor " she blushed staring at the floor, I don't know she looks so cute when she blushes Madri Shfeeni Ana !

" How about we watch a movie?" She said making everything less awkward!

" Eee okay but what movie?"I asked

" hmm Madri elmshkla I don't have any movies "

" 5lna nroo7 njeeb movies wla nroo7 Cinema?" I suggested but I think I shouldn't have because she was really embarrassed but it the same thing right?

" Sure bs abadel Hdoomi " she smiled getting up and leaving me alone once again , I kept thinking with my palms pressed together staring blankly at The wall until she came out all dressed up in a winter dress that reached her knee with a pair of black heels, her brown hair fell naturally on her shoulder and she also had light makeup on!

" Moo bard 3leek?"

" Oh yes my coat !" She said rushing to her room grabbing her Coat along with her bag , I got up ready to leave making sure I Didn't forget anything!

She came back, I couldn't take my eyes off of her , perfection itself was standing in front of me!!

" You look Beautiful" I smiled not being able to stop myself from staring at her!

" Mashkoor " she blushed switching her gaze to the ground, silence filled the air until I said that we should leave!

We decided to go To some italian Restaurant, taking our seats outside, it Was freezing though!

" its freezing " she said crossing her arms.. i got up heading to where she was Sitting making her look up at me confused, i Took off my jacket and placed it on her shoulder!

" 9ij malak da3i" she smiled holding into my jacket as i got back to my seat sitting down gazing at her with a smile on my face!

" shd3wa ma Sweet shy"

" arent you going to freeze?" she said

" no im Fine and if i freeze it would be worth it" i grinned watching her blush in shyness!

" So what are you going to order? " i said looking down at the menu in my hand

" im Going to go with Pennie arabitia " she Said looking down at the menu

" Great choice " i replied calling the Waiter, we ordered and stuff

" So you're kuwait?"

" Eee but my mother is Saudi "

" ohh really, That explains your accent " i grinned

" Hahaha Eee , i dont understand " she said laughing at first then looking completely Series once She Got to the " i dont understand " part!

" you dont understand what exactly" i shook my head not understanding a Thing!



" i Don't Understand why You're so Nice to me after what i Said " she said pressing her palms together with her eyes widened

" What was i supposed to do? leave you y3ni?"

" Eee " she replied Completely Shocking me with Her Words!

"ee? So You wanted me to leave you crying?" i sarcastically said

" Eee that's what you were supposed to do " she frowned, i could see that she was getting a bit sad,scared?
there was one thing i didn't tell you about myself and that i couldn't control my Anger!


" 9dgg?? Okay fine how about if i leave now you would like that 97?" i angrily said, i was trying my best not to shout or to cause any attention!

" No But You'll never understand how it feels loosing someone really Special to You" She faked a smile staring at the Ground.

" You're right ill never Understand But it still isn't a reason to be Angry at People who had nothing to do with it Right? And it also isn't a reason to be mad at people who Are trying their best to make you laugh" I nearly shouted although I knew I shouldn't have said what I said but I couldn't Control my anger.. I was trying my best to control it though!

" Ma7ad 6alab mnk enk you try to make me Laugh Fahad !"she said obviously getting pissed off!

" Eee hoo 9dg m7d 6alab mni but you Know im A nice person, Thats what nice people do
be nice to other people, Something You will never understand" i know was acting Childish, So Childish Actually but everyone has those Arguments Right? im sure That she is probably like any Girl she would definitely except my Apology if i Buy her a gift right? or maybe this is A sign that we'll never be together.

" yeah You're right i will never understand because im NOT A NICE PERSON" she shouted getting up throwing her jacket on me as i held into it smelling the Scent of women perfume.. it smelt pretty good!

i Watched her go, Getting in the Taxi and leaving after That making me regret saying every word i said.. no one Deserves to be Treated the way i treated her, i Was selfish, mad for treating her this Way but most importantly Stupid really stupid!


i Got my phone from the Table, paying an leaving with my food since We never touched our food and i was starving, leaving to my flat but then i realized that the phone i had wasn't My phone it was reema's phone.. the lock screen was A photo of hers, she never looked prettier, hotter!!

she was wearing a short off white dress with her brown hair naturally on her shoulder!
i have to say i was So attracted to her that i kept staring at the picture for almost 5 minutes then snapping back to reality , i clicked on the emergency call since she had A pass code on , didnt want to seem like a freak and try opening it!

it kept ringing until she picked up, her soft voice came like a melody to my ear.. i was still over reacting !

" Reeema?" i said

"ee looks like i took your phone by accident " she said

" Yeah looks like it " i nodded

" okay should i come to you or?"

" 5la9 ana bjeek " i replied closing the line with a Huge grin on my face, i just couldn't Control my grin and obviously she was behind that grin although i wasnt sure was it because i was going to See her?

i finally arrived to her flat , i kept thinking all the way !

i got up to her apartment knocking on the door a couple of times but she never answered me then i realized that the door was already open, getting in but she wasn't there.. i started looking around until a photo of her and some guy caught my eye, picked it up staring at the picture.. i guessed it was Her fiance !

he was Hugging her from the back with his chin on her shoulder, they were both laughing and they both looked really happy.. i felt bad for what i said to her before i was too harsh!!


 her soft voice startled me making me turn around putting the photo back on the shelf, i turned around watching her say " shloon d5alt?" she asked looking at the door!
" it was open " i said handing her her phone " here's your phone " i smiled

" and here is yours " she handed me mine our hands brushing together making her quickly pull her hand away

" umm listen knt abi at2saf 3la eli glta " i ran my hand through my hair, biting my mouth from the inside


" And you think by apologizing to me , ill just forgive you?" she sarcastically said

" Yes ?" i said raising my eyebrow looking at her as she gave me  a weird look going with " No?"

" Listen fahad wayed t3bana broo7 anam" she faked a smile simply leaving to her room and i just stood there staring at her...

What was happening? all i knew that i think i've fallen for her for real this time!