Inner thoughts Chapter 11

Previously On inner Thoughts:

" Reema "

" Hala?"

" I didn't answer your question" I said 

" what is your answer?"

"Reema I-"

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"Reema I was Wrong "

" you were wrong " she sadly repeated, her eyes on the ground..

" yes I was wrong when I even thought about It, my answer" I said sitting down next to her holding Into her soft  hand

 

" Reema I want to be with you till the end no Matter what happens and cancer can't Get between us Because my love for you is Stronger than Anything " I slowly placed my lips on her soft hands kissing them Gently..

She just smiled at me, Tears were filling her wide brown Eyes until a tear Dropped.. I slowly wiped those tears of hers away!

" Fahad"

" 3yoon Fahad "

" I love you " her words brought joy to me it was actually the first time she says those three simple words coming from her it meant Alot..

" Ana Amoot feek Reema" I smiled Trying my best to Control myself from kissing her!

" Ma'am your room is ready " one of the staffs said to Reema.. We both got up heading to our rooms

I walked her to her room Our lips were silent because our actions did all the talking..

We were holding each others hands walking next to each other..

" So ill see you later?" She blushed holding both of her hands behind her back.

" Yes I Guess ill see You Later " I smiled as I watched her close Get in closing the door..

I then silently headed to my room, took a shower and got dressed when my phone rang !

" Hala Deema "

" Fahad shrayek nroo7 Elyoom Elwater park?"

" Ma ymdi deema b3eed ho, 5leeha bkra Elyoom b6l3km Ana "

" Ee 5la9 tra i7na jahzeen" 

" agablkm Fy ellobby " I said closing the phone and heading down they were already there all of them..

I took them to a restaurant , reema and Deema went to take a walk so it was probably the right time to tell her what i wanted to say so i went ahead and said Yumma bgool shy" she looked at me wanting me to say what I've got..

" yumma Ana abi a56b Ly w7da"

" Maa b'3eeet tbeeni a56b lk mn 3ndi wla Fy balk w7da" she slowly elbowed me 

" la2 Fy Baly w7da " I smiled

" 9dgg?? Meen hy s3eedat el7a'9" she laughed

" lsa twna" I smiled, Reema and Deema came back once the food came!

The Day came to an End , I was so tired that I went to sleep at 9:30

We were going to a water park called wet N' wild!

I got Into my swim shorts and a t-shirt got my things in a backpack and headed to reema's Room knocking on the door several times until she answered she was wearing a short dress which looked like she was wearing her swimsuit underneath..

" Hala bzoojti " I smiled which made her atomically blush

" Jahza Zoojti 7beebti?" I leaned down

" La2" she smiled getting in the room as I followed her sitting on the bed and just imitating her beauty as she got ready!

She took another dress and got into the bathroom , I got up and headed there leaning my head to the door  

" Reema"

" Hala" she answered from the other side her voice softer than ever..

" Are you okay?"

" Im fine" she opened the door and smiled at me

" You're not going to wear bikini are you?" She stopped for a second and stared at me " Yes I am?"

" Ma Wdk t'3yreenh bs?" I said getting angry I don't know I didn't want anyone to see her except for me!

" Chna  we're not married wla nasi w you're not my father"She faked a smile 

" Mabi a7d yshoof Zoojti Ela Ana especially when my Wife happens to have a hot body"

She sarcastically laughed then blushed getting another swimsuit out well which covered her body more Changing into it " Zeen ch4i?" 

" Eee " I grinned we both got out and headed to the lobby, I rented a car so we took It and headed to the water park kanat Fy a5r eldnya but eventually we Arrived!

We played w k4a then there was this big water slide that two had to slide with each other!

Deema quickly got down with an Australian girl who had no one since my mother never liked all of this!

" yalla?" I smiled at Reema once it was our turn, she sat on my lap as I held her closer to my chest, to be honest I liked all of this, so much actually..

I loved having her closer to me and I'd do Anything just to wake up on her beautiful face Every single morning..

I Want her to be the mother of my children, My wife, My soul and most importantly The love of my life..

Just seeing her face brings me Joy And All the happiness I Need and want..

All that is to say is that I Love her So much, I love her More than anything But sometimes Words aren't enough to explain how you feel towards this person..

I never Had this feeling I Have when I see her Pretty face or hear her soft voice And I can never Tell you what Love did to me..

I've Changed, I'm a whole new different person because of her..

At First I thought that this was just a crush, That I wasn't in love with her but was in love with her features but I was Wrong, so Wrong and now I know..

Some of you might think of me as a Fool for making everything about a girl especially when there's a possibility that this girl might die..

But love does this To You, I never thought that I'd actually fall in love with a Girl because I've always had this Thought that love never existed

And now I know that it is very Real..

Lets skip to the day both me and Reema go back to Armidale while my family head back to Saudi Arabia..

" Halaa wallah bfahad" Mohammed reached for my hand, I shook his hand with A smile on my face

" Haa Keef el7al?" He nodded with smile telling me that everything is fine and he is also good.

Me and Reema headed to hungry Jacks to Get some food before both of us headed to our apartments, We were starving !

After a few minutes I excused myself " Yalla Ana ast24n" waving at Mohammed and leaving immediately to my car where Reema was getting In the car with the plastic bag in my hand!

" Ma t7s ena azyn eni Arja3 btaxi?" She Softly said 

" la2 keef a5li Zoojti 7beebti troo7 l7alha w ana mawjood?"I leaned down, a silly grin on my face

" Ana mo Zoojtk"

" you will be soon" I smiled

"Mta Fahad are we going to keep doing this leen mta?" She looked at me her eyes Meeting mine

" Lw b'3eeti aroo7 bkra a56bk mn ahlk Reema Ahm shy tkooneen Ly bs" I slowly held into her hand trying to calm her down that's when we reached her Flat!

"Fahad I have to go And I can't do this anymore I'm Dying Fahad " she said once we were both near the car as the cold wind kept hitting us, I was trapped in confusion..

3 months Later..

I haven't been seeing Reema only a couple of times in the university and The weird thing is enha t7jbt Faj2a..

 

I wanted know what was up with her so one morning I decided to head to her apartment before heading to the university which was perfect because she had the Day off!

I got up and knocked on the door and I just kept knocking and knocking but unfortunately There was no Answer to my knocks which made me get worried even more..

Without thinking I rushed to the hospital, I had A feeling that something bad might have happened to her!

I rushed in heading to the reception " Is Reema alX here?"

" Yes 3rd room on the left " a women said telling me the directions , I thanked her quickly and left to the third room on the left quickly walking in without even knocking!

She was lying there on the bed needles attached to her she didn't have her veal on but I wished that she still had it on ,her hair fell all of it.. Her face looked much paler she had her eyes shut and I thought Is this really Goodbye?