Previously on inner thoughts:
" Im sorry but I'm afraid Reema alX passed away this morning"
I couldn't believe my ears, it can't be she was okay this morning I saw her with my own eyes..
" whaat?? Are you sure ?"
" I'm afraid so , I'm sorry "
I Wanted to die because the best part of me was gone, ma knt mstw3b Eli ga3ed y9eer..
Ma knt abi a9dg ena 7yati, 7beebti, Zoojti kl shy blnsba ly Twft..
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3 Years Later:
" Ha Fahad ma nseet shy?" Mohammed asked making sure
" Dgeega bs bt2kd" I said heading to my room making sure I haven't forgot anything, I looked under the bed to see a book covered with dust 6l3th wla it was reema's book Allah yr7mha , the book I found lying on her desk 4 years ago..
Threw it in my backpack and got out to Mohammed he was going to drop me at the airport!
" Yalla msheena?"
I said making sure I haven't forgot anything else..
I couldn't wait to finally get back home because this place, this town reminds me of her!
All the good and bad memories I had with her were all kept here in this very apartment!
3 years have passed so slowly , I couldn't take it being reminded of her everywhere I go..
Seeing her face in every corner of the university, in every corner of the Apartment, in every corner of Armidale..
* Flashbacks *:
She was So beautiful but she looked weak!
" Reeemaaa " I shouted making her turn around staring at me in confusion pouting at herself!
" me?" She Questioned
" Eee "
" oh Ent Kuwaiti?" she asked
" La2 Ana S3oodi" I replied
" oh b'3eet Shy a5ooy" she said as I stared at her wide brown Eyes , she looked down feeling Uncomfortable !
" la2 bas knt bgoolk ena That doctor 7g umm let me show you " I said since I was new here! I don't know the doctors's names yet!
" Okay " she awkwardly said as we walked next to Each other
" So you're Kuwaiti?"
" Eeee "
We arrived to the class " ha4a elclass hoo hena y7a'9er"
" Umbayy y'3th eldoctor Mal ha4a elclass.. In fact I have a class right now " she said
" me Too!" I grinned
" 9ij? Shno 3ndak classes b3d this one?"
" None "
" mee too sh'hal 9dfa" she smiled .. I loved her smile!
" Shrayk I invite you for lunch? " I smiled running my hand through my hair
" That would be Great" she replied
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I started remembering the first time we talked, wsh mswyat Ly Elbent Allah yr7mha!
" Yalla shway w al7gk la ts7b 3ad klmni been fatra w fatra " Mohammed laughed driving to the airport..
" Enshallah 7beebi abo Khalid la tw9i 7ree9"
" Fahad Adri lsa mt2thr mn mootat Reema Allah yr7mha, ma Tgdr tswi shy Ela enk td3eelha"he said smiling
" Enshallaah Mohammed" I smiled back
We arrived at the airport i got my luggage w slmt 3la Mohammed.. I'm Gonna miss him ,even when I treated him like shit and totally ignored him for a period of time because of all the problems I had with Reema he still stood by my side and I would never ask for a better friend..
" bnshtaglk wallah " I said
" Ana Akthr wallah yalla entbh 3la Nfsk w la ts7b Ha "
" enshallah yalla m3 elslama " I waved at him and got in knowing this will be one tiring trip, ill be heading to Sydney then ill be staying there for 2 days then I'm off to Dubai and then ill be heading to Riyadh.. Great 16 hours..
I got on the airplane and we took off to Sydney, lets skip to when I was at the hotel..
I threw myself on the bed even though it was only a one hour flight but I was so tired that I fell asleep immediately..
Woke up in the middle of the night it was 11:30 took a shower and I took a taxi to Sydney Harbor my favorite place in Sydney!
I Ate at Macdonalds then i started walking around the place, there was like a fountain in circles and at the top there was like a circle I went up and sat on it staring down At the place..
B3deen nzlt w jlst 3la krsi 3nd elb7ar that's when a voice startled me it was Rebecca reema's neighbor Remember her?
" Fahad what brings you here I haven't seen you in what 3 years?" She smiled
" what you're following me now?"
" no I live her now " she Faked a smile
" I've heard the news about Reema I'm sorry" she continued
" it's okay"
" Hey She gave me something to give to you " joy Came back to me once again, I was relieved..
" reallyy what is it?"
" an envelope, I don't know what's in it because I never opened it, once I got back to Armidale to pack my things She was really sick she gave me this envelope and said:
*Rebecca's point of view, flashbacks*:
" what's this?" I asked, I've never seen Reema like this we've been neighbors for two years and I never saw her this Tired, this Depressed she Looked horrible her face was paler than ever.. It was so obvious that she had been crying A lot..
I felt so sorry for her..
" I want you to Give this to Fahad when I'm Gone"
" what Do you mean? But I'm moving to Sydney"
" Please Rebecca when I'm no longer alive I want you to give this to Fahad, who knows you'll maybe run into him or something"
* end of Flashback*
" Allah yr7mha " he smiled , I didn't understand a word he was saying..
" excuse me?"
" Nothing"
Back to Fahad's point of view:
I was so eager to open the envelope and know what was inside..
" So where is it?" I asked
" it's Down at my apartment when are you leaving ?"
" After tomorrow "
" what's your hotel's name ill send it to you tomorrow then"
" there's no need for that I can come with You to your apartment right now and take it"
" okay" we Walked to her car and drove to her flat, I just wanted to have that envelope in my hand..
We Got to her apartment she went it, after a couple of minutes she got out with a small envelope, I thanked her taking the envelope and leaving right away!
I got back to the hotel , Went up to my room And once I was sitting down on the sofa I opened the envelope to find pictures of me and Reema you know those picture booths in the looney parks..
We were in movie world and she had this silly bugs bunny hat on!
Flashbacks:
" yalla Fahad let's take pictures in that picture booth" she said holding into my hand and guiding me to the booth , we got in And started taking pictures and laughing , she Got the hat out of the bag then placed it on her head " jelly?" She raised her left eyebrow
" very " I joked
" well I brought you one but I brought you the Harry Potter hat " she laughed getting the hat out of the other bag placing it on my head!
" so I'm a wizard now?"
" Eee my wizard " she blushed
" abooy enti a7bich" she blushed harder
" Come on Fahad make a silly pose "
End of Flashbacks:
Her laugh was still stuck in my head, her smile is unforgettable, I thought that I might move on but I just couldn't..
I miss her...
I held Into the photo , we were blinded by the flash in the first one so we looked ridiculously funny!
We were smiling in the second one , the third one was hilarious we were sticking our tongue out while Reema was winking and of course I was wearing my Harry potter hat and she was wearing her bugs bunny hat..
I was kissing her forehead in the fourth one..
The rest well we were just acting silly in them..
There was a paper in the envelope with the pictures, I got it out taking a deep breath reading it but her voice was stuck in my head so it was like she was reading it for me..
Dear Fahad:
I'm going to start off by apologizing, I apologize for being rude when we first met, I apologize for leaving..
I loved you too much that I didn't want you to get hurt, I wanted you to get used to me not being around..
Maybe you've moved on by now
I paused saying " I didn't " I then continued reading
Maybe you haven't, if you haven't please know that I want you to move on, I want you to be happy so please Fahad do this for me move on, be happy with someone else..
فهد أبيك تدعي لي، أبيك تكمل حياتك لا توقفها هني..
أنا صج كنت أبيك تهدني بس عشان ما تتعور من داخل..
مع السلامة يا فهد أوعدني انك تكمل حياتك..
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I was Touched, I felt depressed Even if I got married to someone ill always love her and only her because my heart belongs to her..
She is my wife..
She is my soulmate
She is the better part of me
I'm gonna sum this up in 3 words She is My Everything..
I needed Something to keep me reminded of her, this is not Just another love story Those are My inner thoughts..
Lets skip to when I was on my way to Riyadh, I got on the plane from Dubai to Riyadh!
I headed to my seat there was a girl sitting On my seat, to be honest I couldn't stop staring
" lw sm7ti e5ti " I pointed at the seat, she looked at me quickly getting Up..
The girl had brown eyes and big lips, a sharp nose..
She was pretty tall, she wasn't tanned nor white probably in between Fahad found her really attractive
"Asfa a5ooy "6l3t her ticket w gamat tdwr
" can I see it?" I asked, she gave me the ticket The name Felwa alX was written on it her seat was right next to mine the one next to the window!
" this is your seat Eli jmbi" I pointed at the seat next to the window whilst giving her her ticket back, she sat in her seat looking a bit uncomfortable!
" tb'3eeni Anadeeha t'3yr Mkank i4a Wdk? You look uncomfortable"
" laa 3adi Mashkoor a5ooy" she smiled, smiling back at her and getting my phone out I found a couple of whatsapps Mohammed was making sure I got there and Deema wanted me to get back she was so excited for her engagement, yes Deema is getting engaged Next week! Time does fly by, Eh?
Deema: fahood Yalkalb mta too9al eshtgt lk:(
Me: Elyoom enshallah b3d sa3a akoon 3ndkm Ha your getting engaged ma glti Ly esmh;)?
Deema: Nawaf alX :$
Me: mashallah Allah ywfgkm w ytmm 3la 5eer yalla Dee bye lazem askr jwali bn8l3
Deema: Ameen<3, yalla too9al blslama 7beebi
I closed the phone and turned to look at felwa, she was using her phone "tra shway w bn8l3" I grinned, 7seet nfsi bather shway bs 3ad Shswi I wanted to start a conversation!
" Eee Adri " she faked a Smile, switching her phone off and leaning her head to the window
We took off " So you were in Dubai?"
" yeah I came her to visit my aunt"
" really she lives her it must be great living in Dubai"
" Eee she never gets bored " she smiled
" Akeed we're talking about Dubai" I laughed, her laugh reminded of Reema..
No one can ever replace her!
"I'm Fahad " I smiled
" nice to meet you I'm felwa "
" nice to meet you too Felwa " I grinned, we kept talking about Random things I know it's wrong but hey sometimes you have to do the wrong things to get to the right thing!
It turns out that she is 22 so she's one year younger than me!
We arrived at Riyadh, I was So excited to get back home to Deema and the rest!
" yalla m3 elslama it was nice talking to you felwa " I laughed
"M3 elslama " she smiled!
I left since I shipped all of my bags so they're already back home!
6l3t lgeet omi w Deema w bader( my 31 year old brother)
" Faahad" Deema came running And quickly hugged me, hugging her back.. Slmt 3leehm klhm and we went to the car
" Haa Fahad meta elt5rj?"bader asked from the driver's seat
" lsa wallah Ana m5l9 gblhm fbagi km sh'har 3la elt5rj"
" enshallah Tt5rj w ttzwj 7beebi Fahad w as3ad b3yalk" I don't know why but Reema came into my mind once she said " ttzwj"
Deema Recognized my sudden face expression changes so she said " Mama 5leeni Ana atzwj Gbl" she laughed
" Eee 97 Fahad tt4krh Nawaf alX 9deegk kan Fy elmtws6 a4kr " Bader said
" 9deegi Ana?"
" Eee h4ak Eli kan ylbs n'9ara "
" Eee t4krt'h kna nsmeeh abo arba3 3yoon" I laughed
" Heeey Ma asm7 lk " Deema elbowed me
" Shff Ha4i " I laughed harder
" 36eetk Wjh Ha " she raised her eyebrow
" Yummaa shoofi Deema " I imitated a kid's voice Laughing
" Bss ent wyaha ma tjoozoon entm Bttzwjoon w lsa tt6agoon k2nkm bzran" My mom said
" Asfeen yumma 3ad enti el'3ayla ma Nbi nz3lk" I jumped and kissed her forehead
" Ekbr Ekbr " Bader hissed whilst laughing, I laughed in response
" Mama a friend is coming Over" Deema said since it was 6 pm
" Elmfroo'9 tjlseen m3 A5ook twh raje3 mn elsafar" I pointed at myself
" 6fsht mnk "
" Afffaa "
We arrived home I went to my Father and kissed his forehead " el7amdallah 3la elslama tw ma nwar Elbeet "
" Mnwr bwjoodk wallah "
" 5rshtna Deema 6ool Elyoom 3la rasna Ana yoom b4keeha "
" k4a ya baba Nhayti k4a " she frowned whilst laughing
" Affaa Yubba wsho t4keeha "
" Amz7 m3k Bnti elwa7eeda " he side hugged Dee
It feels so good to be home!
After chatting with my family I Got to my room and took a Shower i had only pants on ,I then threw myself on the bed and kept staring at the ceiling when someone Opened The door, I didn't bother my self getting up Cause I knew that it was probably Deema but it wasn't
Wait what Zaina?
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