Inner Thoughts Chapter 16:

Hi Guys first of all I am incredibly sorry for being late but There aren't any ideas on my mind which pretty much sucks so I hope you like the chapter Love you guys xx

This post is dedicated to the lovely Anoud_alrukban I Lovee you Nadnad<3

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Previously on inner Thoughts:

I took my phone and found a direct message from Sawsan that was unexpected!

Sawsan: Fahad!!!!!

Sawsan: Fahad bsr3aa rd lw sm7t!

Me: hmm?

Sawsan: Laa bs knt bs2lk ent t7bni:$?

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Me: la2:p

Sawsan: Affaa leesh:(?

Me: Madri

Sawsan: Z3lt:(

I was laughing at her when Nawaf said " 3ayesh 7b w '3ram ela5" he laughed

" Abd " 

" Gm shoof a5ook bader nadeeh el7een byroo7oon Deema w Nawaf" omi galat

I got up and headed to the ml7g where Bader usually sits!

Knocked the door a couple of times and then I Got in there was a friend of bader slmt 3leeh then I told bader " omi tbeek nawaf w Deema shway w byroo7oon elm6ar"

" 3ndi Khalid shway w aji "

" laa 5la9 Ana ast24n " Khalid said

" la Ejls 3adi twhm mo el7een byroo7oon"

" la2 5la9 a9ln t25rt"

I went back inside and sat with the family then I remembered Forgetting to reply to Sawsan !

Me: la tz3leen bs Madri Shfeeni:p

Sawsan: 3adi ma z3lt a9ln knt astahbel

Me: So what kind of doctor do you want to be?

Sawsan: I told You before a surgeon

Me: Aaa mrraa Zeen 6yb!

Sawsan: w ent meta r7 t9eer tsht'3l?

Me: bsht'3l Fy shrkat Abooy enshallah bs Madri lsa meta 

Sawsan: that's great

Sawsan: '3reeba ga3ed t7akeeni mb 6ale3

Me: Ee Deema w nawaf Elyoom bysafroon 

Sawsan: Aaa cute where are they going?

Me: A3t8d a3t8d ena Maldives w London w Dubai

" Yalla 7na nst24n elsa3a wa7da lazem Nkoon Fy elm6ar" nawaf said holding into Deema's hand 

Klna slmna 3leehm w mother of course started crying..

We started calming her down until she was completely calm..

" Yalla m3 elslama ya a5ooy, zoojat a5ooy" I smiled waving at them grabbing my car keys from the counter

" Weeen raye7 ejls ma shftk mn zman" bandar said patting on the couch next to him!

" wallah broo7 3nd elshbab" 

"Yalla ejls a9ln shway w bnmshi 7na, abi a7akeek bkm sh'3la" bandar smiled, you see bandar was always the responsible One since forever I guess, bader was always the one getting into trouble he even brought a snake home once!

I was always the player im not so proud of myself though

And Deema? Deema always made things better hy t8reeban m9dar s3adat ha4a Elbeet b3d omi akeed!

I Smiled at bandar snapping out of my thoughts and sat next to him saying " Hala bandar"

"Ha 6mni meta btt5rj enshallah?"

He asked 

" lsa Bagi 3la elt5rj t8reeban sh'hreen"

" Aa y3ni Nhayat el9eef enshallah?"

" Eee enshallah "

" esh m8rr btswi eleen elt5rj?"he asked making me think for a moment 

" Shkli I'm going to just enjoy my summer vacation "

" Eee it might be your last summer vacation" he laughed

After 30 minutes or so bandar and his family left and I also left to one of my friends house all the boys were already there I got to my car and started the engine heading there when my phone started ringing, picked it up wla it's Mohammed!

"Hala Mohammed "

" Hala Fahad Tgdr tji elm6ar?"

" Meta?"

" el7een Ana twni nazel mn el6yara"

" Ee 5la9 ajal el7een jayek" I closed the line and quickly headed to the airport to find Mohammed waiting by the door with his suitcases, I waved at him and he came rushing to the car, after both of us settled in " el7amdallah 3la elslama shfeek raje3 bdri?" I asked looking at Mohammed then back at the road

"Allah yslmk, wallah lgeet r7la Agrb"

"El7een awdeek beetkm?"

"Umm Esma3 agdr Ajls 3ndkm km yoom?" He asked

" Ee akeed 7yak Allah" I smiled 

" Ee l2na 9ayra mshakel Fy Elbeet w k4a"

" Elbeet Beetak wallah"

" Shklk knt 6ale3"

"Ee wallah knt raye7 llshbab mjtm3een 3nd Meshal"

" ajal bji m3k" he grinned , I smiled in response " w elshn6?" I asked

" 3adi 5lhm Fy elsyara" I nodded in response changing my directions to meshal's house instead of mine.

We got there w d5lna elml7g and everyone Started to greet us with all love and respect, some of them were Actually surprised of Mohammed's sudden arrival!

Some of the guys were playing fifa on the playstation while some of them were playing baloot and the rest were sitting there with their phones in their hands!

I sat next to Rakan, I wasn't close to him I maybe have talked to him a couple of times..

I got my phone out to find a Dm from sawsan and some other girl

Sawsan: 7akeeni kik: Sawsan_alx

Dm ma yoo9al

I opened Kik and sent " Hala" to Sawsan!

Then switched back to twitter to see what this girl wanted..

Meadalx: Ahlan!

Me: Hala 

After a couple of minutes 

Meadalx: la t7sbni Mayta 3leek wla shy Bs knt abs2lk 3n your university Fy Armidale 97?

Me: Lol, Ee Une shfeeha?

Meadalx: Zeena w k4a? Tn97ni feeha?

I told her that its a good university and stuff turns out that she is a finance student too!

I got up And got out, a girl was passing by she was about to leave I couldn't help myself but stare to be honest..

Then I realized who she is Could it be another Coincidence?

" Felwa?" I Said making her gasp and turn around she then also realized who I was "Fahad?"

" sh'hal el9dfa el7elwa " I smiled Uncontrollably At her watching her blush

" Ma knt Adri ena Meshal 3nda e5t esmha Felwa"

"Ee Ana 9deegat e5th Najla"

" Aa well can You at least Give me your name in twitter so I can follow you if you don't mind of course?" I wiggled my eyebrows whilst grinning, she gave me her twitter username and quickly left!

I opened twitter and followed her we kept on talking and talking all night!

A couple of weeks later:

Mohammed was still sleeping at our house, I'm guessing he was running away from his problems, I was sitting in the living room with nothing to do I just kept flipping through the channels whilst talking to felwa on kik!

Fahad: wake up sleepy head

Felwa: gmt gmt 

Fahad: good morning Sunshine ma b'3eeti

Felwa: mn meta gayem Shklk m9797

Fahad: mn elsa3a 11 t8reeban

Felwa: Lool w Ana agool m9797=))

Fahad: Eee Shfti keef 

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Suddenly Mohammed came in:

"Mohammed"

" Ha?"he asked

" T3al ab7akeek" he came and sat down on the couch next to mine!

" Hala?"

" Ma Wdk trj3 Elbeet t7l elmshakel Eli beenkm?"

" Affaa 6arda y3ni?" He sarcastically laughed 

" Laa 7beebi ent bs Mahma y9eer Hoo abook w k4a"

"5la9 enshallah Elyoom brj3" he smiled getting up and leaving the room, I leaned back resting my back on the couch with my coffee on the right and my Laptop in front of me 

Typing the words in:

Our love was much powerful than anything but I was weak I couldn't do anything about her leaving..

Because she did not only leave me but she also left this world..

اللهم ارحمها وأدخلها جناتك يا أرحم الراحمين..

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Fahad: guess what I'm going to be publishing a Book..