Inner Thoughts: Chapter 18

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Previously on Inner Thoughts:

I sat in the lobby when a guy started approaching me an unfamiliar guy to be more specific

" Fahad alX ?" He asked reaching for my hand, I got up and shook his hand saying " Ee m3leesh meen ent?"

" Ana Fahad a5o Reema alX " he smiled making me confused worried about what he has to say..

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" Ee Hala tf'9l Ejls " I said , he sat down on the couch next to me, to be honest I was so worried!

I looked at reema's younger brother Fahad who is now 20 years old..

" Allah yr7mha Reema" he sighed pausing for a second then saying "ma knna n5bi 3la b3'9 shy"

" y3ni akeed Galat Lk 3ni" I said

"Ee galat Ly Ana mo jay ahz2 wla a9are5 jay aslm 3leek w ashkrk 3la kl shy sweeta m3 e5ti wgftk m3ha, mashkoor wayed" he smiled whilst Patting my back.. 

I smiled in response saying " 6yb wsh rayek Tji m3na?"

" ma agool la2" he laughed

" ajal yalla" I got up once Mohammed started approaching us!

" Mohammed ha4a Fahad " I pointed At Fahad as they shook their hands together

"Ha 3aref ween bnroo7?" I asked Mohammed 

"Ee Ee 5la9 t3alo m3i Fy syarti" Mohammed said guiding us out of the hotel and to his car..

Once we got in I took my phone out:

Felwa: r7t elbahrain w s7bt 

Fahad: Affaa ma s7bt wla shy 

Felwa: wa'9e7

Fahad: 3rfti meen ho Eli 5a6bk?

Felwa: la2 w el9ra7a Mabi a3rf meen

Fahad: Allah y3eena

Felwa: a9ln elmfroo'9 y7md rbh eni b9eer zoojta b3d

Fahad: Akeed

Felwa: Akrhk lmn tslk

Fahad: y3ni Lmn Ma aslk t7beenni;)?

Felwa: La2 :p

Fahad: 39bt nmz7 m3k shfeek

Felwa: Allah y3een zoojtk

Fahad: what happens if you were my wife

Felwa: I'm already engaged a9ln

Fahad: Ee 97 nseet

Felwa: what if this guy doesn't like me w Abooh ykoon '3a9bh wla shy Uff

Fahad: felwa 36eeni rgmk

Felwa: Leesh?

Fahad: b7akeek i4a ma Wdk 3adi

" yalla Fahad w9lna" Mohammed said , we got out and I excused myself since felwa has sent me her number we were in a mall we were going to the cenima to watch a movie so I didn't have much time to talk to her..

" aloo" she breathed 

" felwa?"

" Ee Fahad?"

" Ee Keefk?"

" el7amdallah w ent Kefak?"

" el7amdallah b5eer, esm3i felwa shfeek enti mt'9ayga tra over thinking kills "

" so you care about me now?" She sarcastically said

" yeah I Do " I smiled this is kind of cheesy but I felt her blush 

" you're blushing aren't you?"

" Noo pft meen gal "

" let me tell you something this Guy is the luckiest guy on earth because he's going to wake up everyday with you next to him"

"You must've got the wrong girl-" I cut her of by saying " Bgoolk el9dg you're so beautiful if I could I would've made you mine bs t25rt"

" Madri shgool Fahad"

" la tgooleen shy bs abi n'9l nfs ma 7na mabi klami y'3yr shy " 

" and we have to agree on something " I added 

" what is it?" She asked

" that we both forget about the other once Wednesday ends "

" wait how did you know enhm mtfgeeen 3la elarb3a2?"

I palmed my forehead quickly thinking of something I wanted to surprise her on that day..

" shfeek enti glti Ly awal ena elarb3a3 eljay Byji amdak tnseen?"

" Amma nseet wallah"

Incoming call: Mohammed alX

" Dgeega felwa Mohammed ga3ed ydg"

Mohammed: Fahad weenk!! T3al 3nd elcenima bybd2 elmovie astnak

Fahad: 6yb el7een bji

I closed from Mohammed 

" aloo felwa"

" Hala " 

" mrra thania Mabi klami y2thr 3la shy 6yb?"

" enshallah "

" ill talk to you on kik then? "

" Ee 5la9 "

" m3 elslama felwa " I closed the line turning around to find Sawsan 

Wsh jayebha ha4i hena I thought

" Sawsan?" I asked in concern

" meen felwa?" 

" shjaybek hena?"

" I was going surprise you"

" surprise esh " I sarcastically laughed

" meen Felwa ya Fahad?"

" felwa 56eebti" I smiled 

" 56eebtak?" She held into her bag, wjh'ha t'3yr alwanh once I said '56eebti'

" Ee 56bt ma Glt lk?" She shook her head in response 

" Lazem aroo7 el7een Mohammed ystna"

" Mohammed hena" she gasped her lips formed into a straight line..

" Ee yalla m3 elslama" I said leaving her alone with   her thoughts and quickly heading to the cinema I found Mohammed waiting outside 

" ma b'3eet bda elmovie " he said walking to the theatre As I followed him

We watched the movie then we decided to go have dinner in some place, we had dinner and went to a cafe and sat there all night long..

Days passed I had a great time in Bahrain I got back and I was so busy with everything but by everyday that passed I keep talking with felwa sometimes I would call her..

If was the day before ' elshoofa' felwa asked her mother about who this guy is but she refused to tell her so finding out that I'm that guy all along is going to surprise her!

Felwa; Fahad a7s k2na bkra Zwaji Madri Leesh I'm so nervous 

Fahda: can I call you?

Felwa: okay 

Calling> felwa 

" aloo" 

" Keefk felwa" I smiled 

" el7amdallah Uff Fahad mama m3ya tgool Ly meen ho Tgool b3deen bt3rfeen"

I laughed " Ee 3shan ttfaj2een b3deen"

" Mabi atfaja2 wla abi Shy" I imagined her rolling her eyes

"stop rolling your eyes And listen" I smirked

" jni mo Fahad " she laughed

" Eee enti shydreek, Abeek el7een tjeebeen your headphones "

" leesh?"

" Bs yalla " I heard her mumble a few words and I laughed in response

" Ha shbkti elsma3a?" I asked 

 

" Ee " she replied

" Abeek t5leeni 3la el5a6 eleen ma omk bkra tgoolk enzli jaw"

" w i4a abi atrwsh?" She laughed

" Ee 3adi ma glna shy bs I stay on the line " i demanded 

" fine "

Felwa's point of view:

2 minutes passed by with pure silent I could only hear him breathing through the phone 

" are we going to hear each other breath now?" I awkwardly said 

I heard him laugh " well I'm sorry" it was like butterflies were in my stomach, my heart beats were increasing and I started to think do I really love him?

You're getting married felwa you can't love him". The voice in my head shouted 

" can I ask you a question?" He said 

" sure"

" so if your husband loves another girl just in heart he doesn't talk to her or anything y3ni this might sound gay or cheesy but if your husband's heart belonged to another women would it be okay with you?" He said 

" la2 akeed it wouldn't be okay lw y7b w7da Thania Leesh ma yroo7 ytzwjha?" 

" what if the girl he loves died of cancer?"

" I don't know if he loved me of course it would be okay"

" okay y7bk w ymoot feek bs mo nfs elthanya" 

" 3la 7sb lw Ana a7ba bs, Leesh" I asked curious of why he is asking me this

" bs knt abi a54 ra2i bnt bhal maw'9oo3"

" oh so it is true Allaah yr7mha w y'3fr lha yarb" 

" Ameen"

We kept talking all night long that I fell asleep on his voice, I woke up the next day and opened my phone it was 2:30 and guess what Fahad was still on the line

Aww cute I thought 

" who is?" He laughed making me palm my forehead in embarrassment!

" umm I saw a umm picture of my baby cousin so I said cute " I smiled to myself for making up An excuse 

" oh good morning sunshine"

" good morning " I replied blushing feeling my cheek get hotter

Hours passed it is now 7 o'clock I got up and took a shower  then got out brushed my hair and started curling it while talking with Fahad on the phone..

" broo7 Elyoom a54 Deema w nawaf mn elm6ar"

" Meta btroo7? "

" b6l3 elsa3a 7 w n9 k4a 3ad I'm sure you will look pretty "

I laughed in response whilst blushing 

I put light makeup on and then put my clothes on

" felwa"

" hmm?"

" a7bk " my heart beats kept increasing I felt like I could fly with happiness but I shouldn't be feeling this way i am going to meet my husband and I'm having feelings for another guy?

" esh?"

He coughed saying " Yalla w9lt elm6ar a7akeek whatsapp 6yb?"

" 6yb yalla bye " I closed the line that's when my mom came in yelling " yalla hm t7t " she said 

I put my heels on then I got a whatsapp from Fahad saying 

Fahad: Come on come down

felwa :what?? 

I was so confused shga3ed y9eer

I went to the stairs I could see them there was a guy but I couldn't really see his face..

I stared down at my phone 

Fahad: you look so beautiful

Felwa: What?

Fahad: enti etrki eljwal w t3ali t7t ga3ed astnak 

I did what he told me and I got down, I didn't understand a thing of what's happening then it hit me it was him all along !

I was surprised, kind of mad but so happy..